Sunday, November 30, 2008

Oh christmas tree...
Oh donuts are SO yummy
oh boys.... messy messy
Landon trying to get the ornament candy hooky thing fun fun

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Hello All!!!

This is Zade playing with pots and pans his fav....
Me working in the kitchen surprise surprise
Jesse and Diesel hes so cute!
The kids on our roadtrip even Riya looked to say cheeseMe... with the new haircolor wahooooo

WOW WOW WOW I CANNOT believe we are into December now and Thanksgiving has gone by we are OFFICIALLY into the Christmas holidays! we are now about halfway done with our Oregon adventure! and while there are somedays I dont feel all that great and happy (like before.....) we are feeling so excited to get back home to Idaho to hang with the fam and refresh ourselves.  We love it here and I am SO SO SO thankful for my experience here the people here are AMAZING in so many ways and I have learned lessons from each and everyone of them.  Whether it is from the woman who is so patient and kind and enough love to fill a whole room with her music each Sunday or the beautiful voices I listen to or the woman who manages to save my behind every time I really need a babysitter these people here are SO giving and Jesse and I have learned and grown into our own lil family here.  Idaho is wonderful it is .... well home but I feel like we were able to get away for awhile and take into account what we want out of life and what we want out of our own family.  Anyhoo heres some pics to update everyone we have had fun we love you all and will see some of you sooner then others!!! =) 

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

So Im bored and in a bad mood.....

This is my mad with life look....

Yeah I was bored I may have gotten carried away with the camera ha ha ha

So its been a LONG day its been a good day in many ways but just having a hard time planning for next year is somewhat depressing thinking of being without the hubby is just never a fun thing to think about.  I feel so overwhelmed with trying to learn sign language and feel like Im alone just completely alone somedays.  I have my friends (thank heavens I have them) both near and far same with family but we all know that empty feeling that can sneak up on us when we arent looking..... I feel like it is just one of those times when we get slammed but we will get over this too.
Anyways had to spit my feelings out there ..... talk to everyone later hopefully Ill be in a better mood then.

Saturday, November 15, 2008

you knew princess pics were coming come on people.... my only lil girl right!

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My beautiful family My sweet Zade

We walk through this life together and we stick together!

I LOVE LOVE LOVE this picture Daddy and his boys...

Landon... and his leaf

I love this man...

Yeah when it comes down to it we are just goofs

Yay for family pictures!!!! Annika came over (THANK YOU ANNIKA) and we spent Friday afternoon taking pictures it was SOOO much fun I love my family they are so BEAUTIFUL anyways here you go some updated pics of THE MUMMS!!!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

This is our crazy BIG hospital!


Jesse singing and REALLY getting into it Awww so cute daddy and his boys

Me and my baby...

Zade....and well cake.... ugh dont go together!

Birthday Boy!



The birthday boy blowin his pancake out! First thing in the morning doesnt this show Kyran in all his glory ha ha!

Jesses speed racer cake! oh my gosh Kyran was so cute he went up and threw his arms around Jesse and said Thank you daddy for my SPEED RACER cake!!!!
So this is MY baby dress she really does look like me.... weird....

Baby Riya....

More pics man!

Happy Birthday Kyran!!!!

Oh sleeping princess..... So this is the hospital where the kids are getting their treatments at they have SO many toys and even people there to do arts and crafts its so fun!

My sweet baby Zade... hes such a teddy bear

Me n Princess.....

Seriously this is snow princess only no snow in Oregon...just rain :(

Well my lil boy is 3 yrs old!!! well not officially Tuesday is his "real" bday but Jesse had Sunday off so we partyed all day today with Kyran we started off the day with sprinkle pancakes and a primary program to boot! (which Landon did FANTASTIC and remembered his line) he made me start to cry when they did I am a child of God in sign language and to BOOT I have a new calling! I am one of the den leaders of the Bears WHEW! feelin like we are getting slammed with responsiblity but I know that my Heavenly Father wont give me more then I can do!

I also dressed Riya up today in the dress that my parents brought me home in so I had to show that off as well its crazy we do look alot alike as babies my lil girl is just so beautiful! I am so thankful for my family they are my heart!

We are all doing better and will start this week off fresh with high hopes and spirits! I am doing MUCH better and I am excited to get back to my work out regimen as I have been down with a viral infection that got so bad I was eating baby food for about a week OUCH! but we are better and ready to get on the ball!

We love you ALL and pray for you daily!

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

I have some news.....

I know alot of you had heard the Zade had gotten into a special clinic with some AMAZING speacilists of PDD we have had some concerns on his developement and needed some answers so off we went yesterday to figure out what was going on with our sweet Zadey bear.......
We went through a barage of tests and at the end of the day they sat me down and told me that Zade completely flunked his hearing test that when they had tried to bounce sound into his left eardrum instead of a sharp peak ^ like that it was a flat line and then the other ear was more gradual.... what does this mean.... right now we cant say for sure except we know he cant hear very well at all which has put him WAY behind in alot of areas it could be as simple as fluid in his ears trapped in a place that they have to get to surgically OR it could be he will be deaf we dont know yet I know that I was instantly comforted I know that whatever it is we will handle it he is still our sweet Zade and nothing as changed.  So Jesse and I are starting to learn some sign language until we can get him helped and teach the kids some simple sign as well we appreciate the prayers and kind thoughts that have come our way we love you all and will keep everyone posted for SURE! :) 

Monday, November 3, 2008

Im so excited

So most of you know by now I have been on a life change of making my families health a number one priority by diet and good ole excercise I have finally made one of my goals (well a BIG goal Ive made a few lil ones) anyways I have all of my bigger jeans here and  they just constantly fall off me so Jesse took me shopping to get a pair of jeans to see me through till christmas time and guess what size 10!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after Riya I was a 16 I have lost 6 pant sizes!!!!!!! Im so happy and feel SO healthy and once again I have to reccommend to anyone who is ready to make that change it AMAZING and has helped my whole family and I switch our mindsets in the way we eat and look at life! Its hard to believe I have lost almost 40 pounds now! that is a LANDON I have lost a person off of me!!!! anyways I had to share my WAHOOOO moment of the week :) 

Sunday, November 2, 2008


Daisy felt left out.. This one makes me laugh Riya looks like..."Dont leave me with HIM dad"

But soon she realized she was in the arms of someone who loves her :)

Daddys lil princess

Can you believe this is ZADE!